Archive for 2008
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writing from my blackberry
Ok so I’m at my stepbrothers house and I’m writing to my blog from my blackberry lol, I’m a nerd
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Playing with windows live writer beta
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Things working out lovely..
So im sitting here thinking about what i have to do today, and i love it that i actually have things to do! i have to go down to this building behind the hospital today and get a drug test for my new job at the new target down the road from where i live, im going to be a sales floor associate, i forgot the exact phrase they used for the job but im sure i will enjoy working there, they run their business just like we ran our shop in highschool, like a huge team, and people help each other out ALL the time there, and everyone is extremely friendly i love it so much. THEN on top of it my girlfriend is comming up a week earlier now than expected before, and hopefully she gets stranded up here with me with no return ticket, interesting thoughts come to mind when i think of that
anyways she is busy teasing me on MSN chat right now lol, while im listening to xm satellite radio on my TELE lol. jumping from the 70’s 80’s 90’s channels to the top 20 on 20 and the xm hitlist channels. having a little fun before i leave later to go to the drug testing place. Anyways im having the best time of my life just sitting and talking with my girlfriend, we both love each other sooooo much its crazy, were so perfect, now i just need to get her to stay up here with me. which entails a decent steady job and a nice car. and an apartment….
and only god will stop me from getting those things…..
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I Found Love….
You never know when you will come upon love, it will be in the last place you would think it is, and when you find it, its the most amazing feeling in the world. I cant help but to smile when i see her face, when i make her smile i get this stupid grin, and when she laughs i laugh. We are so perfect together it’s crazy! It’s funny, we both wanted to ask each other out in high school but neither of us did, as a matter of fact i was a complete douche to her in high school, now I’m in love with her! (BTW she forgave me for that lol)
i still cant understand her infatuation with Brittney spears and country music, it sickens me (lols) but i can live with that, for the benefits outweigh the only 2 problems lol.
ill elaborate more later
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for some odd reason…
for some odd reason i dont know why but my gallery pages dont agree with my photos, leaving an unsightly picture box thats stretched out to god knows were lol, time to look over the CSS and template files lol
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Followup on twilight!
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Well yet again..
yet again i have managed to make myself feel like shit again, i have no clue what to do either. I have such wonderful supportive friends, but all i can think about is what is behind me, what i have lost, what i can never have, and what i want the most, someone to love, someone to spend time with, but most of all something solid to hold close to me, that i can call my own and protect knowing that they feel safe with me, and that i would do anything for them.
That is the problem that i am facing at this time. My huge dilemma, my tragic play, my god Shakespeare would be proud of me…
I know it sounds corny but this is how i feel, and i don’t know what to do. I’m not even the emotional type, i couldn’t even cry at either of my grandparents funerals, i loved my grandpa with all my heart and this is what happens over something so trivial as being alone. Shows how strong i am right?
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New Twilight Trailer!
Thanks to myspace for posting the video for me
(Problems with myspace flash applications so work with me while i find a suitable replacement)
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Learning Linux P1.
Well the other day i decided to start learning linux, and learn i shall, i have completely removed vista ultimate from my main harddrive and installed the latest version of ubuntu to it. 8.04 hardy heron. So far i have had some interesting experiences with it. Such as my most recent and least favorite is my 500gb internal sata drive pretending to work but not really working, the sata drive was on an ntfs partition from my windows days and it was acting up in ubuntu on the second install.
After some time i decided to format the darn thing and just forget about the 400+gb of accumulated files it contained (gasp), what happened though is in the #ubuntu channel on irc.freenode i located a very very patient and brilliant man from greece who helped me work through my problems with my drive saving me alot of time and bandwith. Even though i have to go to /mnt/large/ to get to it, i can still access it, instead of not being able to access it at all.
Another annoying issue i have run into is when i am running Warcraft 3: TFT in wine 1.1.4 i cannot listen to music and play it at the same time. annoying as it is i managed to fix the problem before but now i just dont know what to do lol, and the #winehq channel is really helpful for that information at the moment, no clue why lol.
Some fun programs i have been using on ubuntu include:
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Best book’s in the world
so i have been reading this book series called the twilight series by Stephenie Meyer (http://stepheniemeyer.com/) here is the synopsis:
When seventeen year-old Bella Swan leaves sunny Arizona to live with her father in the small and gloomy Pacific North-West town of Forks she doesn’t expect to like it. After all she has made excuses not to go there enough times over the past few years. If living in Forks, with its constant mist and rain, wasn’t bad enough she will have to make a whole new set of friends and settle into a new school.
Bella soon makes some new friends at school but when she sees a boy called Edward Cullen sitting with his brothers and sisters in the cafeteria she is instantly intrigued. Edward is stunningly attractive, almost inhumanly beautiful, and yet he is an outsider too. Although Edward and his family have lived in Forks for two years they have never really been accepted by the townsfolk.
At first Edward is aloof, sometimes it almost seems like he can’t stand to be in the same room as her, but eventually they strike up an unlikely friendship. Even as Bella falls hopelessly and irrevocably in love with Edward, she still can’t work out exactly what makes him so different to everyone else.
On a trip to the beach, Bella is told of the local legend about the “cold ones”, a group of blood drinkers who have sworn off hunting humans but are still not welcome on Indian land because vampires are not to be trusted. Realising Edward is vampire changes nothing for Bella, she knows that she still loves him even if he’s not human.
Edward and his whole family are vampires. Edward himself was made a vampire when he was seventeen years-old, although that was at the end of World War I. For Edward his love for Bella is both a delight and a torment. A delight because she is the first person he has loved since he was made a vampire. A torment because although he has sworn off human blood and only hunts animals the craving for human blood never truly leaves him and the very scent of her also stirs his hunger for blood….
anyways between two days i read one 500 page novel, the first book, Twilight, and the second book New Moon which was in PDF format and it was 300 pages in that format but it was not book sized so it would have been more, and i am 18 pages into the 3rd book. now on day 3 even though i havent read all day so i did that on day 2…..
