• As i lay thee down to sleep, i pray to thee my soul to keep, for if i die before i wake i pray for thee my soul to take

    Tuesday, September 2nd, 2008

    Yet again sadness engulfs my night, but i will not let it ruin another week for me. I will start to diligently look for a job tomorrow, i will clean the house up completely, and i will work on getting my room cleaned up too look half decent, even though i could never get it looking completely well off. The fact that i have to yet again write about what a shitty end of the day ive just had again only tells me one thing, never be the second hand dealt in a relationship, i had to cut my losses knowing full well what was going on, again.

    Never again will i be fall into this trap of relationship sorrow and disappointment.

    Well tomorrow i plan to wake up at a decent hour and go for my bike ride, and hopefully get back to my usual schedule, and ignore everything that has happened this summer. Get back to the old plan, and now I’m wondering if it will not be until after next summer when i join the air-force and go on my marry way.

    IMO this might be the best thing for me is to get completely concentrated on my work and my goals.

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